Tuesday

Went by so FAST!


I remember it like it was yesterday. The day before Brielle was born, i was visiting uncle Pete at his grave site, being very emotional and very pregnant. That day i went to the hospital because something was going on, i was 3 cm wide but wasnt wide enough to stay in the hospital. So i went home knowing that this baby was coming soon, i was a nervous wreck. For the rest of that day i cleaned my room to make sure everything was prefect for her. Oh yes and knowing that this baby was coming, i still didnt have a name. I told my BF that she was coming and he responded with BRIELLE XIANA BOXLEY, i said OK LOL. That night i tried to sleep, but it was happening, i was uncomfortable and my stomach was in pain. That morning around 6am is when i knew i had to go in. I felt bad for my mom cause she just got in from work when i told her that i need to go to the hospital. I called my BF crying that i was gonna have this baby, I couldnt believe that this was really happening. In so much pain i had mom stop at jack in the box cause the nurse the day before said i needed to eat before coming in, CAUSE THEY DONT FEED YOU TILL AFTER HAVING THE BABY WTF LOL. Around 230pm is when i started pushing, in NO pain (OMG i loved the damn drugs they gave me LOL) It felt like it took me forever to get her out, only because i wouldnt stop farting which made everyone laugh which was hard to laugh and push at the same time LOL. Head and Shoulders came out and i cried like a big baby. Relieved that she was finally here, Now its time to relax......SIKE, 10 mins after she was born 1 2 3.......10 people decided to come in to see BRIELLE....UGH, it wasnt a big deal tho, i wanted the whole world to see how beautiful she was. This day was the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!
A year later. Its going by so fast, and i cant believe how much shes grown ( i mean shes still short like her father LOL ). Each and everyday i think i fall more and more in love with this lil brat. Spite all the things that she does to get on my nerves, I just can NEVER stay mad at her.
This lil girl is a spitting image of me and her dad, OMG....i must say that im BLESSED TO HAVE HER IN MY LIFE. SHES CHANGED ME IN SO MANY WAY....Oh god im bout to start crying LOL im so lame. Imma end it here!!!!!!

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